Sunday, July 18, 2021

I stolen herb, Geoff
however still module.
of game what is rising
onto my spinoza
does your back work
properly
after all we have done.
I drink my medicine 
burioucracy, 
to rich status who made it,
to cheerful citizens and poor.
working class heroes,
bums I met in streets
and metros.
hosted with my
beautiful violent
tulip cunt.

  what i have become

i take care of your kids

21/05/2013 Tallinn

 replace a dot

with a spot

fill the gap

firework (you do like it)

continues road to hell


as long as you

make an effort

of to fill blank space

you continuesly help

your road to hell


as long as you 

enjoy the light

work hard at day

and eat your meal

you see a world 

of absolute possibilities made

for somebody else, but you.


as long as you willing to survive 

to live over them all

staying to your own truth

which is ¤none¤

you are the master

of 4 dimensions


what is 4th dimension? 

what is knowledge?

what it's like

to move a planet

by a thought 

in orbit.




 Eat, otherwise they rot 


PERH Psühhiaatriakliinik


 

Sex (2012) part ||

FA B R I C A 

Things that make me happy & other uppers + pushing forward not thinking why
finding similarities and something common with my dad and mother 
beauty 
tunes
bicycle rides at night in Paris
being useful + helpful
Leo Tolstoy
knitting Papa Kaly rasta scarf (wool for 4 euros each LOL)
jokes
hanging with Dan and thinking people
ginger beer (sudden) 
Madonna
jesus had the best mind: he didn't give a fuck 
why it was so clear 
and pure - there was nothing in his head 
but the light and it was his belief, his explonation and reason in believing, 
true shit

shoes 
justice
Jean Paul Gautier
dancing to the songs I love and feeling so special on the dancefloor 
breaking the law
grandmother
thinking of my friends, harmony, Genesis P-Orridge
metro
skills
anglaise
pride
black + white = always grey
asking for help
pride
focusing on the object while doing |than yourself| 
and feeling that I am doing it right, it works, really
clearance
thinking of fasting
when people use me 
transformation
the bright side of the moon
unreachable peace & unnecessary love was unwanted care 
doing something only when I really feel like needing that

I guess my obsession is to tell the power i am lead by no matter how will I look like, I don't know how to explain it. Hope this is something else than becoming of a mother. Art, creation, spirit, art, art, art, art 
true happiness 

film = moment





/2015








 

Saturday, July 17, 2021

FA B R I C A - "Sex" (2012)


The most horrible thing one person can do is to do same what was done to him

I guess fashion is dead




It's all about whom you ask for a cigarette 
Who you talk with / open your mouth to 
Who to talk with 
Who to sleep and spend night with 
________




 

I shall be always a part, looking after your steps, scaring you at night, whispering you luck and fortune. 
I shall always tear appart. The dream and the reality, which is held in secret, from the eyes of mortals, with a sealine pf a 7 color maid. I will. 

I do not always have strength, 
but if I am given a chance to fight - I will. 
I am not willing to partcipate i war, I refuse to win, God put a great task on me. 
Continuously, wondering how far can mind travel, watching the emperia falling apart 
I will. I be the house.